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DREA & SAMHonestly, we're just two girls a long way from home trying to get by with a little help from our friends and this blog apparently. Sam, SPARKY, is in Bloomingtom, Indiana for 10 months of the year and Drea, IGOTNOTHING, is in Boston, Mass. for those 10 months but every so often, they find themselves "comfortably" at home in Los Angeles, Ca. We're pretty cool, no lie. |
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Wednesday, September 29, 2010
rain or shine. This is a list post; a list of things...because I like making lists: A list of things I would like to do in the future (near or otherwise): - go down to Mexico with him to see his family - see South America: Peru, Brazil, Argentina, Chile; see Central America: Costa Rica - go find my "roots" and see if I can lay any claim; go to Seoul to find mine and if I return without empty hands, I'll get my name (hopefully before it is too late) - learn Spanish - graduate from college more educated and happy - live a bit as an ex-patriot - the ability to be financially independent A list of things I need to do: - find a job - be a better person, sibling, daughter, girlfriend, friend, human being - get a loan (so I can go back to school) A list of things I want now (but don't necessarily need to have): - to see the ocean - a haircut - new Toms - my own space A list of things I am excited for (and cannot wait to happen): - going to Boston on December 1st and seeing two dear friends - going to Baltimore on December 4th to see an old friend I only get to see once a year if I can make it out to the East Coast - going to D.C. (again) to see a good friend and former-future roommate A list of things I hope happen: - my circumstances and situation become more dependably stable - I can fly to New Orleans and meet up with my good friends and roommates in February - I can visit the boyfriend wherever he ends up - I figure out my life starting in January; internship or job or something - I can do all that I want to do with my remaining year of education - I can fly with my mother to Chicago before returning to school next year A list of places I would like to go in the direct future (domestic): - Chicago - Louisville - more of New York - San Francisco and Berkeley - Seattle and Olympia - Atlanta and Austin (maybe) A list of things I have fun dreaming about (when I allow myself to): - going up to Napa and wine country with a big group of close friends - living and leading a happy and complete life A list of things that make me sad: - growing older and realizing my parents are human - my mother being sick - not having the ability to take care of myself completely - watching the best people I know have the worst things happen to them - knowing that one day I will lose everyone I love at some point or another - people hurting other people A list of things that I found inspiring today: - a documentary on fractals - the double rainbow during sunset before the thunder storm this evening A list of things I wish would happen above all else: - my mother to become employed again - my mother to get better - my father to keep his job - my sister to not be so sad - my brother to not be so angry - myself to not feel so guilty for everything - for him to get into a school and get started with his life - for my luck to pick up; for everybody's really I probably will end up taking this down, as this post is really just a mental organized vomit-ation of my thoughts and turmoil of late. It's tough growing up or facing the present realities. I used to run and hide from such things; bury them deep down inside memory, but I cannot now. It is far too costly and too dangerous to not face things; to not do something. I'm going to take advice given to me and take things day by day. Will update soon. 10:56 PM
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