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DREA & SAMHonestly, we're just two girls a long way from home trying to get by with a little help from our friends and this blog apparently. Sam, SPARKY, is in Bloomingtom, Indiana for 10 months of the year and Drea, IGOTNOTHING, is in Boston, Mass. for those 10 months but every so often, they find themselves "comfortably" at home in Los Angeles, Ca. We're pretty cool, no lie. |
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
spring cleaning parte deux...  So, it's march, a new month, a new week, and a new season. I think it's time for a change-up, mix-up, shape-up of things in my life. Spring cleaning if you will. Although, two days into the month, and I have already had a great start: falling on some pavement and twisting my ankle, feeling sick (hoping that it is just because i put a tad bit too much parmesan to my noodles last night than some sort of onset of illness), and a boatload of psychologically warped and colorful nightmares to boot. But, maybe it is time I turn things around. Time to sort and weed out habits and things that are not really helping, and time to start and bring in those that do. For starters, I need to get into that routine I keep promising myself I'll do. Must be disciplined! Anyhow, before this starts sounding like a new year's resolution confession, I just got to list this all out. Maybe if I have actually evidence of what I say I will do, as proof for all the silent and watchful virtual world, I will get things done... First things first, I need to get my head out of the sand and stop bemoaning all my problems and obstacles. Yes, I made a lot of mistakes last year (much more than the allotted quota I am sure). But, this is a "new" year and I need to get over it. Because, as hard as it is to realize, I have to help myself; I am not a helpless child anymore...in fact, I am an adult. (Must remember to remind myself that.) And, if I don't start acting like it, I am going to waste these "precious" years and wake up finding myself way farther of the path than I already am. I need to suck it up and just do it. Because, no one can do it for me but me; and isn't it better that way? Alright, so here's march, let's see what I can do in thirty days: Can I find a summer job, find internships for next year, get a place to live, work longer hours to pay off my bills, study harder and be better in school (since it is costing $40,000/year after all), talk more, make an effort to be social (because writing letters and getting upset about no replies is just silly and will make me go insane), find activities to be a part of (even if it is just for the weekend), finally get over to the gym or something (because those ankle and knee injuries are just going to get worse), start learning and doing all the things on that "list" I have somewhere in the back of my head, write or at least post to the blog (and no more of this whining), and get better sleep? Well, I'll take a second to breathe (and only that). Yes, I can. I have to...but, more than that I to. Fingers crossed, even though I shouldn't need it. I just need to go for things. Dive head first and all in. So what if I can't breathe under water...I am going to get it. You'll see. I'll see. (Oh, and the sun came out today. Highs in the fifties are expected for this weekend. Lake trip? I think so.) 3:06 PM
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