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DREA & SAMHonestly, we're just two girls a long way from home trying to get by with a little help from our friends and this blog apparently. Sam, SPARKY, is in Bloomingtom, Indiana for 10 months of the year and Drea, IGOTNOTHING, is in Boston, Mass. for those 10 months but every so often, they find themselves "comfortably" at home in Los Angeles, Ca. We're pretty cool, no lie. |
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Monday, August 10, 2009
A look inside. It's hard to be honest with yourself. Almost downright impossible. & most times, those closest to you will know you better than you know yourself because you continuously lie. I know I've gotten extremely good at that. But tonight, I was amazed at how well I knew myself. A month ago I made a decision, and calculated my feelings and my reaction to a certain situation and last night, I saw the entire situation play out exactly how I thought it would. The actual events are fuzzy; I suppose I'm already trying to block it out, but I knew how it would make me feel and how it would affect me as a person. Though I didn't quite expect it to break me down the way it did, to keep me up the way it did, I foresaw the general idea and was..rarely enough..honest with myself. I'm not gonna stop lying. I'm a good liar. But hopefully, the moments where I'm honest will increase and eventually I won't need a reason to lie anymore. 12:35 AM
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